I'm not Happy, I'm Nobody

This was written when I was a bit moody and watching Hanazakarino

I'm not happy 'cause I'm nobody:

1) I ain't trackstar, I run no faster than other athlete.I'm not happy with it.
2) I don't have beautiful voice. I can't sing, I'm even sound like a girl when I'm on the phone.
3) I'm not a good looking guy, not at all. This stresses me more.
4) I'm not a macho boy. I have no abs, not even an 'extra baggage'.
5) I'm not a fair cutie man. I'm just a brown man, who has big nose and thick eyebrows.
6) I don't have fans. I've never seen girls chasing after me.
7) I'm not the cleverest, not a genius. I'm just the blur type of guy who is lazy.
8) I don't smoke. So, I don't look cool.
9) I don't drive nor ride s bike. No girls would want that.
10)I'm not attractive. Nobody wants me.
11)I'm not rich, just average. That's make me more sad.
12)I'm not the popular one. I'm just nobody.
13)I don't have nice teeth. So I can't smile happily.
14)I don't listen to rock, metal or whatsoever. That's why I'm not like any other boys.
15)I don't hang out with guys much. Obviously, that makes me looks soooo not straight.


But I'm still happy because:

1) I listen to Miley Cyrus, no other boys are like me.
2) I sing whenever, wherever I want. I don't care.
3) I may not a trackstar. But sometimes I run better than boys the same age as mine.
4) I know I'm no cutie, but I own a pair of beautiful eyes! *proven!*
5) I may have big nose, but I'm fine with it cos my biggie can help others to remember me well.
6) I may be brown, but I'm grateful cos I can still be seen at night. LOL~
7) I don't have fans. That's awesome. I don't have to take good care of my fans feelings.
8) I may not the cleverest, but at least I'm quite okay as compared to other boys.
9) I'm not a smoker. It saves my from wasting my money.
10)I don't have lisence, no bike nor car. Goodie! I don't like people hang out with me cos I have car.
11)I'm so not attractive. That's super fine because it keeps me away from LOVE!
12)I'm not rich. Or else, I'll be a 'budak tak sedar diri'
13)I'm not the popular one. That means, no one will be so nosy about me and I can live happily.
14)I may have 'tunggan terbalik' teeth. But my smile is still powerful and I'm kissable. *proven!*
15)I hang out with girls more than boys. Boys are quite boring! Girls save me, but boys, ...huh.

Salam A untuk A*, Akhir Kata: "Chill la Bro!"

Taloompuk (",)

Malam tadi, dengan tidak sengajenye adik kecil satun2nye Asz, si Alia bukaklah tv9, Dekat di Hati. And dan-dan pulak, malam tadi ade movie Taloompuk. You all taw ke movie ape tu? Itu adelah movie Thailand yang must see and rugi tak tengok. Asz dah tgk banyak kali. TP tetap nk tgk lagi cos hero dan heroin die sgt sweet! and for girls, I"m sure yang korang sure akan terleleh air liur tanpe di sedari bile tgk watak si Praow, yang super kiut, super hensem, super ape2 lagi! Watak si pempuan, yang dikenali sebagai Sakina, comel walaupun hitam manis dan kadan2 muke cm hantu sket. Tapi malangnye, Asz x dapat nk kenal pasti name2 pelakonnye.

Ni bagi sinopsis sket:

'Set in 1962, idealistic healthcare officer Kulasatri has been assigned to work in the cape village of Taloompuk where she meets Jaa Chang, an idealistic navy sergeant who has suffered from his high-minded idealism. Together, the pair witness the natural beauty of their surroundings and the purity of the southern villagers' lifestyle. But a cross-religion love triangle starts to rage while a devastating storm approaches, threatening all life on Taloompuk cape. The movie recreates the scene of the natural disaster that killed more than ten thousand Muslim and Buddhist Thais. '

source: internet lah, mane lagi..

Asz suke perjalanan cerita die. Susah gak kalau percintaan tu terbatas kerana agama. Dan akhirnye, haram, mampus camtu je cinta. Ia juge sweet cos cerite ni nak tunjuk yang kerana cinta, ribut taufan, sanggup di redah. berbaloi, mmg berbaloi. Rugi tak tengok! Dah tu, effect2 yg digunakan ok, dan acceptable, tak de la ngarot sgt cm crite indon tuh. Memandangkan cerite tu kisah benar, dan terjadi di Thailand, so, penceritaannye menjadi. Ibuku juga berkate demikian.
*info: my mom is a Kelantanese, so as my Nenek. Jadi, They know more*

Di sini, Asz seru kepada semua rakyat jelate, tontonlah movie Taloompuk neh. Sure cuci mate abes lah!

Salam Tangkap Chentan Sama Nubhan, Akhir kata: "Cayalah!"

L.O.V.E - Live On! Violence and Evilness

It's funny to say this, but this is the truth. When we are so in love, everything that we do absolutely like the best thing, we ever experienced. It seems like the world is ours! NO other can have it, only yours. Oh, super duper in love can make a person super duper happy and not to mention, super duper stupid too! When two hearts are finally unite, whoa~ anything is possible, anything can happen. Trust me, I've been through this. You heart is jumping, you want to me see your lover everyday, hug him/her every second of your precious life, going out together, holding hands, make love *not that making love k* til you are lost in time and place. But be careful my dear, when you have finally became like that, always come back to where you are. Behave, control yourself. Even though your love for your lover is like you will give the whole world to him/her, please, control. Moral of the story here, if you want your sweet, hot,passionate relationship to last longer, try not to be 'ms. kaki kepit' je. Do realise that your lover is a human being too, and he has his own life too. You have to be fair to him/her. Don't expect him/her to always 'berkepit' with you all the time. That can be a bit 'merimaskan'. Live a normal life, and don't be a love freak. And what important the most is, Bersangke baiklah to your lover! Trust him/her.

Here I listed some Dos and Don'ts when you involve yourself with L.O.V.E:


Before you guys are together, time die tengah meng'ayat2':

1) Don't be easily influenced by his/her bombastic, flowery word.
2) Jangan jadi perigi cari timba, let him get down own his knees, begging for your love! That means he really wants you!
3) Jual Mahal is important! tp jgn mahal sangat or else you will lose him.
4) Let him know what will he have to face if he become your lover. Tengok reaction die
5) After several times he begs you to accept him, consider it, and make your decision. Accept him if you are sure.
6) Remember those words, promises that he said when he asked your be his lover, so that later on, when something
bad happens, breaking up especially, you always have your weapons with you. Don't let him fool you.

While your are deeply in love:

1) Throw away any negative thinking, a.k.a prasangka buruk.
2) As I've mentioned, jangan asyik nak berkepit je!
3) Don't act like a b**ch infront of him, control your b**ch-ness. You are a Queen of Heaven.
5) Be faithful as possible.
5) Always have each other's back. This will make your relationships stronger
6) Don't be too naughty to your lover, jangan asyik nk down-kan die je!
7) Always punctual, keep your words!
8) Do something special for both of you.
9) Show your love constantly, don't hide it. Let him/her see your feeling.
10)Get yourself ready to be criticise, to whatsoever by your lover. Gurauan, kutuk mengutuk itu penting untuk mensweetkan lagi relationship kamu.
11)Spend the time together by taking many pictures, as many as you want, because who knows, if someday, you guys no longer together, and no chance of being his/her BFF, your could keep those sweet pictures as Sweet Moments.
12)Keep everytihng, anything that he/she ever gave you, which your think is priceless, and meaningful. e.g Choki2, the first air kotak die penah belanje, or anything.
13)Control your nafsu. Don't selambe badak nak serah ape2 je kt die!! Berpade2 lah

Pre-Break: *simptom ini senang nak taw dgn melihat perangai lover anda*

1) Get ready for any possiblities
2) Your mental and physical need to be prepared for the most sakit hati moment, when he said, 'I think this relationship is a mistake'..and and you, be strong to say, 'Damn you!'
3) Think about how wil your future be, and how will you face the reality after being single, lagi-lagi bile it is you yang kena dump oleh that jerk!
4) Gather all strenght you have in you to fight back, who knows, he/her might become aggressive. You have the right stand for yourself.

After the Achy Breaky Heart moment:

1) Don't put all the blame on your ex too much, the causes might come from you too. Don't push yourself.
2) Don't say bad words to him/her, don't curse or act stupidly towards him/her.Because, it is possible that one day, you might want him/her back so badly. *take note of this*
3) Don't delete him/her from your Activ10, cos from time to time, the chances of you texting your ex is big, this will save up your credit. Bijak tak?
4) If your aren't strong enough to forget your ex, try any way that you think can help your to get over him/her.
5) Don't do something STUPID! Don't hurt yourself!
6) Think about the future, the present, and the past.
7) To always hang with your friends is vital at this moment. It is better that being alone.
8) Don't hold your tears, let it go. It is okay to cry.
9) If you miss your ex, spend your moodless, sad, lonely time listening to Miley Cyrus' songs, I recommend you these: Bottom of the ocean, Goodbye, I Miss You, One in A Million
10)After a while: Wake up from your sleep! Face the reality with big smile on yur pretty face!

THAT'S IT!

It has been 10 months since the last day I'm someone's sayang, until now, I'm still single, and couldn't find the right way to let go. I just can forget my ex. I'm fortunate enough cos I have friends, my Gagak Berantai friends with me, by miy side! *Thanks Gagak Berantai* I'm grateful to have Ciwak, Syad, Annisa, Sha, and Nurul!

I'm happy to be able to write this and help others to see what to do and don't, before, while, and after your love has gone.

This is mine. No copy+paste allowed! Leave comments and don't forget to tell me who you are.

Salam Separuh Akhir Juara Lagu, Akhir Kata: 'Majulah Cinta Untuk Bahagia'

Review: Breakout Album

1. Breakout

'It feels so good, to let go oh oh!' Yeah Miley, it does feel good to let go. This is the very first track of Miley's sophomore album, under the same title, Breakout. The song is very nice lorh! I've seen one on YouTube around 2 months ago, where in the video, they compared Miley's version and Katy Perry's version. Oh yeah, Miley's better. As far as I know, Katy also is the 'penyanyi latar' for this album. No wonder they are so like the best friend ever. Hopefully they won't fight. I love the chorus part! Listen to it. Download it anywhere or even better, buy the album.

here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXwJXv7Ofn0

2. 7 Things
'And the 7 thing, I hate the most that you do, you make me love you!' Oh Gosh, I'm sure you all know this song. This is the first single yang di release kan for Breakout album before it is officially been released on 22nd July 2008. They say, even Miley also give a hint that this song is actually dedicated to her ex, which we all know, the one and only, 16-year-old, Nick Jonas. I've read somewhere that Miley stated that Breakout album is actually the break-up and make-up album. *Same goes to me* 7 things! Those 7 things I hate about you, 7 things I like about you, you you...my B. Breakout is my best buddy who accompany me during my I'm-so-now-a-widow times. it's like Miley knew, I was in pain. Adn needing her help so badly! Your hair, your eyes..argh! Whatever. But I like the last part, you make me love you! That's why I can't help it even though I'm hurt. Thanks Miley. I wish I could sing this song to B.
Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vpe8ic-L8Ck

3. The Driveway
'I tried it your way, but i got nothing to show'..erm, that's enough. This song, the third track, I tell you, really do mean a lot and tells a lot about me and my present, so a my past secret. *all of the songs do tell everything you know, some actually*
here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRdX9K8heDc

4. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
Har har Har! The 4th track, which is the cover of Cyndi Lauper, is really good for Miley. I've listened to the song last week. At first, 3 months ago, when I heard this song, I thought, I've heard this somewhere. Oh yeah, the Wikipedia answered my question. Yep Cyndi Lauper. Lol~ Her version is quite funny and so-so 90s or 80s. Miley sings better. Thanksto the technology and composer. I likey mikey this song, only have to change the title a bit, Boys Just Wanna Have fun, then it's perfect for me. Lol~

Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHpwu0HMPr0

5. Full Circle.
This song tell that, everytime i try to get away, forget the past about that person, it seems like,
it's all coming back to me. Full Circle, I've been running away, to accept the reality, but unfortunately,
didn't work to me. No matter how i try to not to accidentally bump my ex, it is impossible. Luckily, I'm now
more muke tembok and hu hu, only two more semesters, then I'm free.
Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsQf6ZPaxpI

6. Fly On The Wall.

As Miley said in the radio show, this song is dedicated to those paparazzi who are too 'busy body'
and it 'rimases' her (overgeneralization). And as in the lyrics, it can be dedicated to a boyfriend. Aha~ but my version, this song can be dedicated to people out there who keep on interfering my life, asking me this and that directly or indirect. That'spretty annoying. Back off, step off! Just let me live the life I love! It's so none of fishing business! It makes me feel like I'm a celebrity or what? Don't interfere unless I tell you to.

Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-a_Ehduils
7. Bottom of the Ocean.
This is one of the first track that blown me away. I really am I love with this song. I can listen to it again and again for hours. Erm, for me, it reminds me of B. Unfortunately, I hope that the lyrics could be happen in reality. 'Now you've just become, like everything I'll never find again, in the bottom of the ocean'. It sucks you know. It's so hard to find such person and to love and
to be loved by B. Then you lost it, and the chance for you to have it back is ZERO. 'In a dream you appear', yeah, B does appear in my dreams once in a blue moon, the way i want B to be,
but it gets scary sometimes. I miss every moment I spent with B. Oh shoot! I talk too much, this can cause another controversy. Wakakaka~

here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZrgJat-pJw

8. Wake Up America
This track is so bloody goodie! If only I could sing this song in Malay version and dedicate it to all my fellow Malaysians! This song is super great ya all. You may watch the video that Miley and her BFF, Mandy uploaded on Youtube. It really does helpful and motivated. It reminds all nations to be aware of the changes of the world and the Earth most important of all, it's about Going Green!

here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJEmCHfhco

9. These four Walls
It has deeper meaning, or in literature we call it as 'figurative meaning'
only I can understand how does it related to me.

Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_43qxzy5oWg

10.Simple song
Simple, simple and simple. *I'll put more later on*

Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NqlR_t2IjwA

11. Goodbye
I've reviewed this song before. I bet if you listen to it, girls, you will love it. If you were in my shoes, you would know it.

Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YONe-WENvcU

12. See you again
Huh, this is the only song, after 7 things yang well-known oleh korang semua. Thanks to this song, you guys know her. Not just me. Aish! 'I st- st- stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinking bout' ..Lol~ this happened to me once you know..

Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRjz5CopLy8

Happy Birthday Miley Cyrus!

Disneyland Celebrated her Sweet 16 last month

Today is 23rd of November 2008, and yeah, My cutest, prettiest, adorable, super-talented-millionaire, Miley Cyrus has turned 16 officially! Miley, I only could wish you the best of luck and take care! I love you so much! I know I can't have you, but please make me happy, in my dreams! *which you already did* You shine up my life! You rock Miley! You rock! You are the only girl who moved me, I want to kiss you on the forehead and say, I Love You! *lol, that's so not gonna happen* Anywho, Happy Birthday to the greatest teenage rockstar, Miley Cyrus!

Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to Miley Ray Cyrus!
Happy Bithday to YOU!

Salam Miley-cious!, Akhir Kata: "I'm Yours, baby!"

Letting Go: Part 2 (Happy Mood)

I'm now home, safe and sound. But what about my housemates there?? Are they doing fine? Oh, no point of being too care about them, They don't even care about me. That's reality, but I don't pay attention to that. Honestly. It's normal for me to love those who don't care, not even a tiny miny bit, about me. Oh, I see many 'abouts' here.

Guys, the people of the House of Happiness, I wholeheartedly feel thankful for having, knowing you all in my life. The 4 months of Happiness that I've been sharing with all of you are priceless and so-fishing-hilarious! I remember the day I entered the house, I saw Megat Ku Ku, Mior, Bad and mirul..Hamid came in late, so, later2 la. Things change for me. Har Har Har. Like what I've written on my About me section on my MySpace page, They do make me feel more like a man! They are so-so like the one of the best gift I've ever got. All 5 and including, new roomate, housmae, Nafis! I remember how Bad used to come to my room, watched movies together. How caring and motivating Megat was, and how Mior is so funny and good boy too. Thanks to them, including Amied ann Mirul, because of them, I'm now have many boy friends. *boys friends k, not boyfriends, Yuck!* Oh~ So happy to get the chance to know Oian Popalewey, Mus Cute2, Piji Kaki SMS, Loloi Anak Cik Kerani, Ulin Orang Bangi, and yang terbaru, Halim si Suare Sopan and Aied Chubby. You guys berjaye menambahkan lagi kenalan2 ku!

Meh, I nak story2 sket perihal anak2 ku di rumah Happiness ini.

Megat:
- he can stay home for the whole day without going out, not even to buy himself lunch or dinner.
-he's funny, he's funny, he helped me one time, die memandang ke depan.
-he plays guitar

Mior:
-This boy memang funny.
-was my roomate, then pindah bilik Megat after Bad quitted.
-Most of his brain punye memory tersimpan dialog2 smue jenis cerite yang die pernah tgk, that's why setiap kali die cakap sumthing, mst org akan kate, "eh, macam pernah dengar ah, crite ape ek?"

Bad:
-Kelakor
-Makan banyak tp keding je. *ok sket dari Asz la*
-Suke nyanyi, kalau die ske satu lagu, die nyanyi ulang2 shari suntuk.
-Shufler.

Mirul:
-plays guitar.
-abang pembekal movies untuk di totnton di awal2 semester neh.
-sronok ngan die cos die baik.
-kelakor.

Amied:
-sabah bah!
-seperti yang lain, funny!
-kejap ade kejap takde, kol 12am br balek.

Nafis:
-cakap tak fikir 2 kali, pakai sebot je.
-lain tny, lain jawab.
-hurm....my roomate.

Pian:
-peneman g bli dinner kt kafe, teman cuci mate ku.
-kelakar gile babeng!
-suke tiru gaye Harry Potter dalam Epic Movie
-tauke kedai dobi kami.

Mus:
-Kawan left handed ku.
-satu geng Nyanyok.
-kate2 die sopan belake.

Loloi:
-manis perangai.
-sekali package, funny!

Ulin:
-jarang2 jumpe, jadi xbyk nk komen.

Piji:
-has the ability to sms whenever he is.
-makan, then blah.
-bunyi alarm clock hp die mmg annoying gile!

Aied:
-kenal tak lame.
-kelako!
-tuduh menuduh itu kerjenye.
-sweet boy.

I'll be missing them a lot! Hopefully next dapat stay same2 lagi ngan dorang! Jana Niaga, Unisel! Berikan Aku peluang!

Salam A5-Gf-U3, Akhir kata: "I love My Boys!"

Letting Go: Part 1 (Moody Mood)

Today, 22nd of november of 2008, is the day where my 4 months of happiness, has finally come to an end. No more laughter for the next a month and 10 days. Oh gosh! Though I may not the one they like, but the hell who cares, I like them, my housemates so much. I've encountered in some problems here and there the day before my departure. Wahaha~ Departure lagi!

To Whom It May Concern: Huh, I'm so don't want to apologize, it's not even my fault. Blame me for not lending you a helping hand, oh whatever! Respect me, no matter what, I'm still your senior okay. No forcing, don't force me to do this and that if i refuse to. Things are not easy to me when Men are the subjects. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feeling, I'm just expressing my anger, letting the bird out of the cage. It's lucky enough I welcomed you in. I don't go straight to any one and strike them. I usually hold myself. So, I didn't do anything wrong. Don't shout at me,
I ain't deaf! Don't argue with me, coz it could last forever. Men are shit. Including me. I don't care.

Nobody's perfect, I know that. In this house of Happiness, yeah, there is annoyance sometimes. Har Har Har. I'm very good in acting, but not in lying. I'm bad, however, if I lied, it may go for a long time baby! Kah3. Do you get me? Only those yang dah selalu kena tipu je taw.

Shut the fish up will ya? I Hate You For Now.

Salam Kebencian, Akhir Kate: "Lantaklah Kaw!"

3 Papers Down, 1 to Go!

Today is Tuesday. My first paper, Second Language Learning and Teaching was on Monday. Oh Mi Gosh! That was the hardest paper ever! I don't think I will get good grade, not even B! I answered it horribly, and was one of the first Group 4A members who left the hall. I just can't do it. I'm really weak in memorizing, I'm no good in theories and whatsoever that has something to do with history. I'm doomed, that's for sure. Now, I only hope that I will get no lower than C. I'm so afraid that what if I fail that paper? I don't want to repeat the subject!!!!

I hate it so much! I hate this semester! Four classes in just two days, 4-hour straight class (but only bertahan for 3 hours or less only). ARGH! Keep on postponing the class! Oh My Oh My! OH MY! Only four subjects, and I can't even focus on that? Stupid me.

The second and third paper, I took it on Wednesday. The papers were Technology in ELT and Introduction to Literature in English. Oh Deiu! Thank goodness yesterday's papers, I can answer it ok-ok je la. Only for the literature part, a bit mengarut here and there. The Literature's questions paper is killing me. The questions are too many! But for ELT, wahaha! Even the first part, I easily lost my 5 marks because I answered all of it wrongly! The answers were there in the boxes, but uh-hoh, I'm so careless. The rest was just fine.

Tomorrow I'll be having my last paper for the semester, CED 2143, Linguistics. No comment so far! I can't predict how would I answer the paper. It's hard to please Mr Mustafa, and I know I won't get A because my English is super sempoi gile. Pray for me k. Adess~ (ayat Ku Ku)

Salam Exam Week, Akhir Kata: "Ok Le Tuu!"

Stupid Miley's Haters!

Salam. I was still in shock! Asz baru lepas usya2 Youtube to search for Miley Cyrus new videos. Then I perasan yang banyak orang upload videos under the title : Miley Cyrus is DEAD! Of course, I'm so not goinfg to ever believe it beacuse last night she was on the finale of TRL (I have no idea what kind of show is that, I knew it from the Myspace bulletin). Oh my God, why are so many people out there hate herso much? They are bloody retarded! If they're Malaysians, surely will put themselves in trouble. What a bunch of morons! Whoever the heck who hacked Miley's and Mandy's Youtube account is a super jerk! You can see/know more about this on youtube. Thank god Miley is just fine. Argh! Stupid people! Thanks to Mandy Jiroux, Miley's BFF for confirming that the news is false. I'm now relieved. Keep on supporting Miley in any way you can. Love Miley Cyrus forever!

Salam Miley Ku, Akhir kate: "God damn you, Haters!"

Kebengongan Kebangangan Kebingungan!

semasa diriku masih kemas

For the time being, my condition memang tak stabil. Last nite when I was try to keep myself busy dengan study, I jadi semakin lalok dan entah ke mane entah otak neh. I tried to pay full attention, focus on what yang I tengah revise, tp, the more I try, the more I blur jadinye. Dalam otak kecilku ini, macam macam terselit! For this semester, I tersangat2 lah banyak main, meggatal sane sini, and kerjenye nk gelak je sehari suntuk. Too happy with my housemates pun merupakan faktor permasalahan ini. Sekejap nak fikir pasal my past, sekejap nak fikir pasal my present, dah tu melalut sibuk nk fikir pasal future. Asz don't want to blame the takdir, tapi, memang akibat kebodohan Asz, Asz dah jadi sangat lonely. Yeah, my friends are always with me, but sometimes, Asz rase keseorangan. I need someone. Tapi malas nak take risk untuk di sakitkan hati lagi. Adess~ Ikot kan hati, memang nak serang je semua orang! Benci nak ckp pasal cinta, namun begitu, jika bukan sebab cinta, mesti Asz tak dapat nak rase terbang di langit. Wakaka~ Kesian, Asz terbang sekejap jek, pastu teros kena langgar kapal terbang! Begitulah cinta tak kesampaian Asz yang hodoh. Lagi best jadi Ugly Duckling, dah besar baru cantik. Oh awak! Oh Awak! Oh awak!

Dan buat mase sekarang, mate ni asyik nak di cuci je hari-hari. Suke sangat buat benda sengal, aim kepade someone/something yang I know I could never have/own! I know it's very stupid, I have no choice. It's better for me to live in my fantasy world than to be living in reality, where happiness is hard to find. I'm too desperate! Should I bold that word? DESPERATE! I need someone to sayang! Ayo yo yo! To be frank, I'm not that tak laku sebenarnye, I know ade orang yg memang bagi hint, untuk tells me that that person likes me. Oh, I'm so thankful, unfortunately, those who like me usually are not my type. Not at all. I don't have any other choice but to let them down. And this is why I happened to be too keseorangan. Jual mahal sampai tak laku langsung. Padan Muka kau Asz!! Tapi, my other unsolved problem is, most of the ones I like, are taken! Why Why Why? Argh! Though I'm very good untuk buat orang lain curang dengan partner mereka, tapi takkan la Asz nk teruskan kejahatan lagi? Asz tak sampai hati untuk jadikan seseorang itu penipu, lagi2 bersame dengan Asz! Cukup! Asz tak nak jadi like that anymore. Enough is enough. However, I don't think I can run from that, memang my fate. And I'm destined to be a perampas, perosak, pencilok, penyamun, perasuk, pe...etc. partner orang len! I'm such a b**** (male version) . Harh! I wish I could write more. I wanted to, but if I continue to write, nanti pecah lah semua rahsie hidup Asz neh. Ne ley gtaw smue kan..Kang kalau Asz jadi selebriti, abes semua cerite korang bagi tahu kat media. Mati lah Asz camtu. So, terhad sampai di sini je.

Salam Bingung Isnin, Akhir Kate: "Ok Le Tuu!"

Seventeen's November 2008 Issue : Miley Cyrus!

Cute as Usual! Rockstar!

Love Miley Cyrus? Whoa~ She's the cover for Seventeen's November issue! She's looking great, cute, gorgeous as usual. I couldn't find the cover for Malaysia's Seventeen, so, I take it from the US copy. I've read it already, I'm so proud of her and love her more. I feel pity for her for what had her friends did to her, only for money. Geez~ They are so not deserve to be Miley's friends. And also, I've read the info on www.17.com.my. Har Har Har.

"The real Miley is just a 15-year-old girly-girl: She drinks frozen cappuccinos with her friends she’s obsessed with the Jonas Brothers, she takes crazy pictures with her buddies, and she also makes some serious mistakes. But what sets her apart from every other girl you know is that she lives her life under a judgmental magnifying glass. Her crush on Nick Jonas turned into a major relationship and then a painful breakup, all of which unfolded while she was headlining the most buzzed-about concert tour of the year. The pictures she took with friends ended up on the Internet—now tabloids are practically begging the people she hangs out with to betray her by offering up to $150,000 for personal photos. And those risqué pictures she posed for this past spring for Vanity Fair don’t get forgotten— they become the center of a public debate, even after she apologized to her fans for letting them down. Butwhile everyone is watching her like a hawk and commenting on everything she does, Miley is so sure of who she is inside that she’s ignoring all the negativity and moving on. Instead, she’s looking at her bright future (which includes her self-written new album, Breakout) and to her fans for support. She opened up to Seventeen about everything— the girls who betrayed her, the truth about Nick, and the price of perfection. " source: www.17.com.my

They also did an interview on her. I like it! Now I know that Miley is using Dove products for her skin care. Now wonder her skin looks so yummy! It's really hard to be the most famous teenager, super duper Hannah Montana! Hope that she would be able to survive and keep on rocking my world!

Salam Miley Sayang. Akhir Kata: "Blimey! You guys shocked me!"

Miley Cyrus - Goodbye

This the 11th track in Miley's not-so-new album, Breakout. And also this is my fave track of all after Bottom of the Ocean. I like it so much because the song, the lyrics and the melody, somehow touches my heart and soul. I've cried so many times whenever I listen to the song. I love the chorus. Actually, Goodbye reminds me of someone I love so much. Though the reality isn't the same as in the song, but I hope it will happen sooner or later, even if I have to wait for a hundred years. (don't me ask anything about this). Ok, here I put the lyrics, you can find the song somewhere else. Miley Cyrus is my love. I love you Miley.

Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember those simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
'Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember the simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

You remember the simple things
We talked 'til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye, saying goodbye
Ooh, goodbye

Penantian Yang Tak Sia-Sia

It's 7 something in the morning, and I dah mule photoshoot

Hola! Har Har Har~ Only me, myself and I, including my best buddy, Clarribel knows what the heck am I crapping about rite now. Not to forget, big thank to Sufian a.k.a Pian Popalewei for being my lucky charm. If it wasn't for him, my nights will be wasted, just like that. Last night was the night where, I, Ahmad Azharulzaman, had finally achieved my early semester mission! I wish I could tell you guys more, but unfortunately I can't. It's too complicated and might cause 'madness' among you all. Well, my long wait has over. Not yet actually.

Thanks To Clarribel for being my 'cuci mata' friend.

Thanks to Sufian for being my 'teman pergi Kafe' friend.

Salam Nubies. Akhir Kata: "Ok Le Tuu!"

From A Friend to A Friend

Hi there friends! Ok, this is today's special post.It's about Maggie, (which actually tow packets, but I ate the outher one already) is given by my myspace buddy, and not-so-new reality friend, Eazy. Thank You. Hehe, he was packing his belongings, sumbat meenyumbat into his Kancil, then I suddenly asked him if I could have these two packets of instant noodle. Yeah, you save my day Eazy. Arigato~ I really do appreciate it! I've promised him that I will say my big thank to him via my blog. And now, tada~

Salam Menggapai Bintang. Akhir Kata, "Ok Le Tuu!"

(picture will be put later)

Hannah Montana Season 3 is Out

Jackson: I'm Miley, I'm Hannah, I'm perfect!! LOL~

Ho Ho! At last, the third season of the super sensation teen star Hannah Montana is finally on air. Erm, not yet in Malaysia. I was totally forgot about that, I only remembered when I saw many videos on YouTube while I searched for Miley's videos. Oh, Hannah Montana 3 is here already. I still have no chance to download all-new songs from the HM3 soundtrack album. But, I've listened to 2 songs already, Crazy and It's All Right Here (I don't actually remember). For me, Ok ok je la.

"For season three, the opening credits changed dramatically. Since the new Hannah Montana style change, the opening credits needed to change. The names appear on a scrolling marquee as you would see in New York or on a theater. The sequence then changes to full-screen episode clips, in which both season 2 and season 3 episodes clips included. The new version of the song Best of Both Worlds was performed at the Season 3 comcert, and clips of that were added to the theme song as well. The creator's names appear in the second to last clip. The show's newly designed logo appears in the beginning and again at the end in the screen above Hannah. A new version of the switch from Miley to Hannah is featured in the middle of he theme song, as Miley admires a hug between her and her dad in a clip of Hannah Montana. The new swtich was done because of Hannah Montana's new look. The song was changed to a Remix of the song Best of Both Worlds. The cast is still the same as season 2."

(source: wikipedia)

So, I dowloaded the first episode of HM3 two days ago. The title is "He Ain't a Hottie, He's My Brother". Oh Gosh, it's weird to watch them, Miley, Oliver, and Lily. They grown up so fast. Hell yeah, I like/love the third season opening. Still using Best of Both Worlds as the theme song, but this time, it's a bit different, not the same as in the previous two season. The show is still rocking my world lorh! Uh! When will be aired here? Yes, this means (the HM3) I've already have work to do during semester break. Searching/ download all songs from the OST and Videos. I like it!!! If you like Hannah Montana, Go For it dear! Support Hannah Montana and Miley Cyrus. 'Mix it all together, then you know that's the best of both worlds!' Assalamualaikum!

Salam Hannah Montana, "Ok Le Tuu!"

Anugerah Skrin 2008

Hi Semua! Assalamualaikum. Har Har Har. Walaupun dah terlajak sikit dari hari Jumaat, tapi izinkan Asz untuk post blog ni dalam Bahasa Melayu + English. Untuk gune full malay pun nanti terlalu skema pulak bunyinye. Ok, this post is about apa yang Asz baru abes tonton kat TV td. Anugerah Skrin 2008. As usual, memang camtu je lah segale macam jenisa anugerah dah kalau buat kat Malaysia, they promised us kelainan, but at the end, they still serve us with the same things, over and over again. Whoa~ Nak critisize pulak ek Asz ni. I hope takde la mane2 org nak sue me. I'm just sharing, giving my opinion.

Walaupun show die tak berape best sgt, but, keputusan for each categories memang acceptable, memuaskan hati, dan shocking sikit. Ape2 pun, those winners deserve it. They do! Baizura Kahar (yang comel macam Acha Septriasa tu) memang membuat kejutan. Kalah Maya Karin. Dan, filem Kala Malam Bulan Mengambang (yang I myself pun tak tengok lagi) asyik menang award je this year. That means, the film by Mamat Khalid really is good. Zamarul Hisham, Que Haidar, Normah Damanhuri, Fauziah Ahmad Daud dan byk lagi yang menang tu, tersangat2 lah berhak untuk membawe pulang trofi.

Drama2 yg tercalon kali ni, whoa~ super great. Sangat mantap. Huhu~ Ihsan, Suara Saleha, lagi cerite ape ek?? dan lain2. Seronok untuk ditonton. Untuk Asz, if satu cerita tu dapat put me in tears, I declare cerite tu sebagai 5 Stars.

Okay, let's move on dengan performance pulak. Gabungan antara si Adi, Erry, Faradhiya dengan Emelda tu kire okay la (dan agak sakit telinga). However, I'm fully satisfied dengan perfomance dari duet Lah ngan Adibah Noor! Jaclyn Victor agak mengecewakan because she wasn't singing her own song. Memang pity. Why must you nyanyi lagu luar negara? If ye pun, better pick English song instead of Malay. Dan, sebagai penutup, persembahan yang Asz ditunggu2 Asz dari the beginning of the show, adalah dari artis yang Asz sayang sangat2, (now dah kurang sikit), Datuk Siti Nurhaliza. Vokal still the same, penampilan, tak nak komen. Erm, kire kali ni, die punye performance, macam tu2 je la.

Dah, that's it. The show was quite enjoyable. Not more than that.

Salam Weekend, "Ok Le Tuu!''

Oh Miley Cyrus!

The one and only Miley Cyrus! I've been in love with her for months now. Oh, please. I present you, the best teen-super-talented star, Destiny Hope Cyrus. Or you may know her as the lovely, funny Hannah Montana. Life's has been wonderful having her as my sayang. She sings greats, she owns a sweet voice, and a very good lyricist or songwriter. I highly recomend you all to listen to her not-so-first album, which was released on 22nd July 2008, BREAKOUT. In my opinion, (skema betol ayat), I'm truly satisfied with this album. Every track is awesome! No doubt and not trying to 'mengampu' you guys. I 'dengan rela hatinya' tried to listen to Breakout, and found it to be a masterpiece! (English: horrible English usage). I believe in Miley. I know this album will be a success! Hey, trust me. If you like Miley Cyrus (or not), you will surely say, 'Oh, this is the best!' (or maybe just me).

Here are the list of the tracks in Breakout: (not Britney's Blackout okay!)

1- Breakout
2- 7 Things
3- The Driveway
4- Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
5- Full Circle
6- Fly on the Wall
7- Bottom of the Ocean
8- Wake Up America
9- These Four Walls
10- Simple Song
11- Goodbye
12- See You Again (Rock Mafia Remix)

Ok OK. Erm, I'll write more later. There's so much to write! I love each of the song!!! Okay. Continue later.

Salam Miley Cyrus, 'Ok Le Tuu!'

Corat-Coret Mister Miley

Hi. It's been a while since the last time I posted new blog. I'm having some difficulties at the moment which disturb my mind so much. I'll be having my final in two weeks time, so, a big 'Hooray' for me. Because, all my responsibilities, (not that responsible actually) will come to an end. I enjoyed every moment of this fourth semester. Though those boys and girls keep on burdening me with questions and whatsoever, I'm still happy to be the one who has the power (dah mule perasan). Hopefully, for the next semester, I would still have the chance to take control over some things, and at the same time, be more organized and responsible. To be frank, I've been really tired and sick of answering questions from people. "Hello, I'm not the Class Rep, I'm just a Subject Rep and only a helper." So, please stop bugging me with this and that. I wonder how my Class Rep, Sarmela, can be so happy to be the Class Rep. But, yeah, she's doing fine, great job so far! She's way much better than me. Har Har Har. Actually I also have a dream of becoming the Class Rep. I know, I'm nothing but a loser who does nothing but only 'menggedik' around the clock. Yesterday, we've done with the pre-subject registration for the fifth semester. Whoa! Got 7th subjects you know! This is madness! The subjects include MQA subjects too, Pengajian Malaysia and Ko-kurikulum. And also, for the Elective is the foreign language subject, which puts me in two minds on choosing what's good for me, Mandarin or Japanese. Erm, I don't like Mandarin, but if I choose to take Japanese, uh, I'll be all by myself since most of the class members decided to take Mandarin instead. So, I chose Mandarin. Next semester will be harder than ever. The lecturers are dependning on us since we're the first batch for Diploma in TESL. We're like the 'tikus putih' la. That's why (I think) the subjects taken for each semester are a little bit 'tunggang-terbalik'. Already the fifth semester! And getting older from day to day. Oh my gosh! I'm turning 20 next year! Please, I don't want ot be and old man. I'm so not ready to be one. Whatever! I want things to get better and more luck. I don't want to put hope on things that I know the possiblity for it to happen is ZERO. Okay, been talking/writing/crapping too much. Better stop here or you'll be dead reading this. Have nice Study Week my Uniselians. Good Luck for your finals. Chayok-Chayok!

Salam Ketidak Tenteraman Jiwa, "Ok Le Tuu!"